suicide boys

paperache.tumblr.com

2011-07-09T18:24:49Z

because I'm more alive there, then here. yep!!

and the forests and the oceans and the sky

2010-05-16T06:53:21Z

politeism.tumblr.com

so go away yeah, go away and leave me on my own.

2010-04-13T05:37:29Z

My heart, seriously <3333

I love both SHINee and FTI so finding this was a very exciting moment for me. Believe it!

Yargh, KMF is coming up and I'm pretty excited. Tee hee.

Nothing else to really say...

Let's be optimistic :'D

The Challenge: Upated

2010-04-02T09:19:03Z

~~Writing is a hobby I don't share with people. It's not that I think I'm a bad writer, it's just... not something I talk about.~~

Actually, I'm a horrible wordsmith but I love writing. :(

I'm too insecure to show people, but that's okay!

Anyways, I recently joined challenge_the 's writing prompt community and they require me to post a table on my LJ so here it is:

001.	Light	002.	Shadows	003.	Truth	004.	Lies	005.	Fall
006.	Secure	007.	Purpose	008.	Meaning	009.	Past	010.	Future
011.	Star	012.	Sun	013.	Scar	014.	Solitary	015.	Peanance
016.	Sinner	017.	Saint	018.	Unconditional	019.	Rules	020.	Tales
021.	Amazing	022.	Special	023.	Sick	024.	Exhaustion	025.	Choice
026.	Dream	027.	Sex	028.	Passion	029.	Intense	030.	Soft
031.	Unforgiving	032.	Almost	033.	Messy	034.	Memory	035.	Forgotten
036.	Time	037.	Gift	038.	Red	039.	Yellow	040.	Blue
041.	Grey	042.	Sloshed	043.	Regression	044.	Laughter	045.	Debt
046.	Work	047.	Pain	048.	Hidden	049.	Power	050.	Animal

others news....

MAGIC JAVA WAS WORKED TO THE CORE TONIGHT,
LIZZY PRANKED JOSH.
I GOT AN 88 ON MY EXAM.

Started: April 2, 2010 (2:19 AM)

Day 30

2010-01-04T12:29:19Z

**** Only three more cards to go and I scan them in!!! :)

Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

avaa: YOU WANNA HEAR SOMETHING EMBARRASSING
jo huang: YES
avaa: I HAVE THIS FANTASY WHERE ME AND YOU GO BACK IN TIME WITH THE KNOWLEDGE WE KNOW NOW
avaa: AND INSTEAD OF PUTTING PASSION INTO ART
avaa: WE TRY OUT FOR SM AT A YOUNG AGE
avaa: MOVE TO KOREA AT AGE 14
avaa: DEBUT AT AGE 19
avaa: AND LIVE THE GOOD LIFE
jo huang: OH MY GOD I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING WHEN I SAY I DO THE SAME
avaa: LMAO HAHAHAHAA
jo huang: EVEN THOUGH WE DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER THAT YOUNG
jo huang: IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AMAZING
jo huang: GAHHHHHH
jo huang: YOU THINK WE CAN STILL DO IT!? YOU THINIK!?
avaa: HFSKJDFHSKJFHDSKJ;F
avaa: I SAY
avaa: WE TRY
avaa: HAHAHAHA
avaa: NO I AM SERIOUS I SAY WE TRY
avaa: HAHHAAHAHAAHA
jo huang: LET'S DO IT
jo huang: WHEN IS THE NEXT AUDITIONS

(deciding the name...)

avaa: JOSH
avaa: I HAVE AN IDEA
jo huang: YES
avaa: MAGIC JAVA.
avaa: "HI WE'RE MAGIC~"
jo huang: AVA
jo huang: AVA
jo huang: I WAS
jo huang: LITERALLY GOING TO SAY THAT NEXT
jo huang: THAT IS WHAT I WAS TYPING
jo huang: BUT THEN I STOPPED TO SEE WHAT YOU WERE GOING TO SAY
avaa: HAHAHAHAAH
jo huang: I WAS LIKE WHY DON'T WE JSUT USE MAGIC JAVA
jo huang: WE ALREADY HAVE A NAME
avaa: OMG WE ARE SO IN SYNC
avaa: THANK GOD WE'RE FRIENDS

(...)

avaa: YOU CAN BE MAJIK AND I CAN BE JAVA
jo huang: LOL BUT JAVA IS OUR NAMES COMBINED
jo huang: LOLL
avaa: LOL OH RIGHT
jo huang: CAN I JUST BE JAE AND YOU CAN BE AVA
jo huang: AND TOGETHER WE ARE JAE AVA
jo huang: AND THEN JAVA
jo huang: JAEVA
avaa: LOL EFFFF
jo huang: JAEVA
jo huang: YEAAA
avaa: I THINK OF EYWA
avaa: FROM AVATAR
avaa: WAIT SO ARE WE MAJIK OR JAEVA
jo huang: MAJIK JAEVA
jo huang: THE WEIRDER IT IS THE MORE KOREANS WILL LIKE IT
avaa: LOL
avaa: MAYBE WE SHOULD STICK TO JUST MAJIK
avaa: SO IT'S EASIER

(getting our third member...)

avaa: alaaannnn doooo a dueeettt with jossshhhhhhh
avaa: I will be your guys faannnnn
redballoons526: o.O
redballoons526: i thought you were
redballoons526: in the group
redballoons526: roflmao
avaa: LOL
redballoons526: are you gonna be my fan?
redballoons526: XD
avaa: WAIT SO YOU'RE IN
redballoons526: you know i can't tell whne you guys are serious
redballoons526: roflmao
jo huang: ROFLMAO
jo huang: HAHAHHA @ THE LAST PART
avaa: SOOO YOU'RE GOING TO SING WITH US RIGHT
redballoons526: mmmmm
redballoons526: sure
redballoons526: o.O
avaa: I GOT HIM
jo huang: YES

(sanity returns... and leaves.)

avaa: OMG
avaa: WTF HAVE WE BEEN DOING WITH OUR LIVES
jo huang: WTF DRAWING
avaa: LOL OH YEAH
avaa: WE WANTED TO BE ARTISTS DIDN'T WE HAHAHA
avaa: SORRY TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY LIFE AMBITION
avaa: KPOP DOES THAT
jo huang: LOLLL
jo huang: OMG
jo huang: AVA WHAT ARE WE DOING TO OURSELVES HAHAH

Day 29

2009-12-30T11:37:46Z

Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days

Hopes: I hope this year will be filled with happiness and whatever conflicts come my way, that I won't let selfish emotions cloud my judgment.
Dreams: I dream I will improve in art. I dream that I will write and draw everyday. I dream this makes me happy.
Plans: I plan to transfer to CSFU. I plan to get a drivers license. I plan to make my family happy.

Come on, 2010~~ :)

On other news, making Christmas/New Years cards is worst than doing commissions. Omgggg my pens are dyinggg...

Day 28

2009-12-29T10:44:54Z

Day 28 → This year, in great detail

Sigh. This calls for the New Years Meme.

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
. Drive (legally)
. Go on a road trip with only friends (Fanime)
. Go to Six Flags
. Start and finish a cosplay a day before con
. Cosplay at Disneyland

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
. I had meant to start a comic series and I did.
. I supposed I improved a bit in art.
. I hope I made my family happy
. I passed most of my classes.
. I plan to make more for the next year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
. My cousin gave birth to a Cole who shares my birthday
. My cousin-in-law gave birth to a MacKenzie

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No

5. What countries did you visit?
None

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Confidence, self motivation, and a driver's license.

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I never remember dates. But I will always remember Fanime. Boy, that was a learning experience.

8. What was your biggest(s) achievement of the year?
. Passing Trigonometry
. Selling at ALA
. Finishing cosplays
. Taking care of my grandmama

9. What was your biggest failure?
Being immature about school.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not really. If I get sick it's really only for a night and that's just coughing and runny noses. I seldom get sick to the point that it hinders my everyday performance. I'm just being lazy.

11. What was the best thing(s) you bought?
My lab top. My sketch books. My bear.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
I think all the Taroboys deserve a pat on the back. But thefuzzyhat , definitely for sticking by me for art and overall supporting friendship.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
I was appalled at myself for being bitter. I was appalled at others because I couldn't understand them.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Prints that didn't sell. fawk.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Drawing and writing comics. AX.

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Disturbia by Rihanna lol. And anything by Lady Gaga.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. Happier? I'm content more or less. This year was rough, but it was a learning experience and I regret nothing.
ii. Thinner or Fatter? I'll be honest, I was 107 for the middle part of the year so I worked my butt off dieting and I'm back to 100. So I like to think I'm the same.
iii. Richer or Poorer? Richer for the experience.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
. Draw
. Study
. Clean my room
. Write

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
. Wasting money
. Watching TV

20. How did you spend Christmas?
Playing games with Alan.

22. Did you fall in love in 2009?
It was skinny love... JKJK. No I didn't.

23. How many one-night stands?
Shin Woo would know ;)

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Make Me a Supermodel. You're Beautiful. Hana Yori Dango 2/Movie

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not hate per say. But I'm still bitter.

26. What was the best book you read?
Dark Angels

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
KPAP

28. What did you want and get?
I found what I wanted in Art.

29. What did you want and not get?
Those darn grades. A boy.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Gosh so many. Inglorious Basterds, 2012, and Avatar, I guess.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
Worked on cosplay haha

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Starting and working consistently on a comic.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Lazy.

34. What kept you sane?
Finding the silver lining~

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Jonghyun?! :)

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Energy wars.

37. Who did you miss?
Everyone.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Haha who knows

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009?
It's time to grow up

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Eisley - "Combinations"

I, I saw you there, wanted you there
I, I knew that it was best for me
You brought me back to that place in my heart
I thought was gone, oh so long
I was unhappy now it's gone
And I'm moving on, moving on
I'm moving on

I never liked to dwell on things. I've been one to always try and find the silver linings.

Today my mom yelled at me for making Christmas cards for my friends. She's one to get jealous easily and when she gets hurt, my mother can say very cruel things. I should've been more thoughtful and worked on those Christmas cards some where else. Oh well. I love my mother to death.

Day 27

2009-12-28T06:47:26Z

Day 27 → This month, in great detail

This month basically consisted of me trying to pass my classes, coming to terms of where I stand with friends, and deciding where I really want to be in art.

To be honest, I used to be very jealous of one of my good friends having a boyfriend. It wasn't the type of jealousy where I let it hinder our friendship but it was the kind where I got to the point of being very sensitive to the way she treated me (And no, she didn't treat me any differently. I'm lucky that she and I keep a consistent relationship to this day). At first I thought I was being foolish because I didn't want to be the type of friend that made someone "choose" sides. That's just ridiculous.

I was only more or less sad because at first I felt like I didn't know what was going on in her life anymore. It hurt when she didn't tell me when she first had feelings for him because personally I thought I always told her everything. But I thought of the situation and I guiltily admit that like the rest of our group, I never would have thought she would go for the boy she did. She might or might have not knew that and so, didn't tell me (Also, to be fair, I didn't tell her how I used to have feelings for Josh until the night I confessed to him). Either way, I've long since let this go because I don't like to dwell on things. It only makes me more sad and immature when dealing with people.

No, I don't know what's going on in her life anymore like what classes she is taking or what her week's plans are. In the end, I actually don't need to hear about it. Those are the kinds of questions and answers we'll talk about when the conversation calls for it.

We've had years of knowing each other and I think the reason why we can be so distant from each other now is because we know what to expect of each other. She can not text me for two weeks and then suddenly talk to me again and it really wouldn't matter.

I consider someone a close friend when I trust they won't leave me. I don't judge it by if we talk every day or if I know that person's favorite color. Like everyone else, I don't like getting hurt. But that's part of having a bond with someone. I'm close friends with someone when even if they hurt me or I hurt them, we won't leave each other.

In the end, that's what it comes down to. I'm glad she is my close friend.

HUGS AND KISSES Y'ALL.

Day 26

2009-12-27T10:02:32Z

Lol I'm so sleepy but I reminded myself I had to update LJ.

Day 26 → Your week, in great detail

Really? HOKAY HERE WE GO.

Monday: It was Jon's dinner party and I missed going. Instead I think all I did was sleep in and draw? :)

Tuesday: This was the day I had to text Howard and every one to find out whose house Alan was going to sleep at and for how many days. I got into a spat with my brother but it didn't last long.

Wednesday: I watched TV and worked on Secret Santa until Alan and Nicole came around six or seven. We went out for dinner at this place which served three sushi rolls for twenty dollars. Nicole and I kept pestering Alan to do things like talk to the waitress for us lol. Then we went to ZION Market ("ZION M") where we bought green tea ice cream bars that was covered in white chocolate. We went home and played Little Big Planet until about nine thirty where we left to watch Princess and The Frog with Dennis, Joe, and girl... and Jenny? I forgot.

The movie was lovely. Nicole and I laughed a lot. Afterwards Nicole silently took Alan and I back to my house where me and him played Professor Layton until going to bed.

Thursday: Today was my family Christmas Eve party where my brothers and I invite our friends over to our house as well. Unfortunately this year, none of my friends but Alan could make it. Early morning my mom threw a blanket on Alan.

Alan and I helped my mom set up for the dinner by doing tiny cooking tasks and setting up the island where my relatives would be picking up food. My brother teased me for answering stupidly when asked where my friends were ("She's at home with her grandma. No, her family is there. Amber isn't coming. Nicole isn't coming."). I showed my brothers the wonderful chop sticks we got made out of elephant tusks. They were wrapped in a bow. I kept having to change DVDs on the TV because everyone kept changing their minds.

Then, Alan and I continued to play Professor Layton on my couch while my relatives came. My cousin brought her mini husky over to play with Rolo. After that her, Alan, and me went up stairs to watch some South Park while eating. My other cousin came later.

I should note that during this entire dinner party my brothers made Alan drink about seven shots. Alan later told me he was only buzzed but I remember him and I talking about cheesecake. He and I both really wanted to eat cheesecake for some reason. And when I went down stairs for dessert I was happily surprised that we had the said dish. I got him and I both plates and we ate cheesecake while watching south park with my cousins (I also got him a cake log.).

***The next day Alan told me he had no recollection of ever eating cheesecake. I told him he wasn't allowed to drink anymore and we ate the left over cheesecake while watching Korean drama.

Anyways, to wrap up the day. After the relatives left we helped clean up the kitchen and then Alan and I finished watching Inglorious Basterds.

It was late by then so Alan and I went up to my room where we stayed under a blanket on my floor playing Professor Layton until six thirty AM. We could've beaten the game and stayed up longer but I silently knew that my mother checks up on me when she wakes up so I told him we should go to bed.

Firday: Today Alan was supposed to be picked up by Dennis to watch Avatar.

Instead he came along with me to my Family Christmas party. He even was in our family picture.

I already talked about this day so I'm just gonna skip this.

Saturday: Alan got picked up by Howard come early morning. Howard dropped off my Christmas and Birthday present and I gave him his pocky-holiday gift. I had meant to spend the entire day drawing but I felt so sick that I ended up just napping until I woke up to my mom yelling. She got into a fight with my brothers and father so when they left for my aunts I decided to stay home and help her clean after the Holidays.

Even though we beat the game, I played Professor Layton to finish some puzzles I didn't find. Also, earlier I ended up cooking pasta for my brother (sun dried tomatoes, king mushroom, and canned green beans-Alfredo pasta).

Her mood was better so I stayed downstairs to watch Peter Pan and sketch a little in my moleskin. I fell asleep around the time my brother and I started Riddick and now I'm here writing.

Gosh. I'm sleepy.

**** Our family gave Alan a beanie for Christmas. Yaaay.

Day 25

2009-12-26T08:26:32Z

Day 25 → Your day, in great detail

Well. Alan and I need my labtop to watch our magnificent KDrama on so I'll make this bullet point style:

. Alan and I stayed up until 6:30 AM playing Professor Layton.
. Woke up and Alan ended up coming with me to my Family Christmas party in Fountain Valley where we told every one he was our cousin (They thought he was my bf at first-- LOL NOMG.)
. Watched South Park
. Played white elephant where we got an ipod shuffle (for moi).
. Dropped by Nicole's house to give presents (we matched clothes).
. Alan and I beat the Professor Layton's game at my cousin's house.
. Roco is useless. (roco not rolo).
. Alan and I went home and beat Little Big Planet -- ALAN BEAT THE WHEEL LEVEL TWICE.
. Ate leftovers

B'awww. Imma miss having a roommate when he leaves for Howie's house tomorrow. :'(

Day 24

2009-12-25T10:21:09Z

Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Uhmmmm :D :D :D

ALAN AND I ARE TIRED OF MAKING TEA FOR PEOPLE D:

Today my brother made alan take seven shots.

Day 23

2009-12-24T08:46:00Z

Day 23 → A YouTube video

This will always be my favorite SasuSaku AMV. IDK.

So today I worked on the secret santa for tea_egg 's event. :)

I messed up so I have to fix/finish it when I get the time. @w@

Alan came down today!! He is sleeping in my room until the 25/26 and from there he will be shuffled among our friends. :)
Nicole, Alan, and I ate sushi and met up with some friends to watch Princess and The Frog.

Tomorrow is the Christmas Eve party my family always holds!! Yaaaaay~~~ :D :D :D

Day 22

2009-12-23T09:49:59Z

Day 22 → A website

Hmm. A website?

Well if you like reading original online fiction (and mostly the romantic kind) I suggest Some Kind of Wonderful (SKOW).

This is the kind of website where you nominate your favorite online fiction (most are from fictionpress) into a contest that is split into several categories such as Overall Best Het, Best Chemistry, Most Humorous... etc.

I found this site when I was a sophomore-junior year of high school and I've found most of my favorite online stories/authors through this website. Once or twice every month I always go back here when I just want to find a really good story to read online. :)

*** My throat hurts from singing out loud too much.

Day 21

2009-12-22T07:28:45Z

Day 21 → A recipe

A recipe I always cook for my family is lemon pasta.

First you cook a batch of angel hair pasta (or spaghetti).
As it is cooking you throw together a mixture of extra virgin olive oil, about two and a half lemons and some hand fulls of Parmesan cheese.
When the pasta is done, you drain it and toss it into the lemon-oil mixture and voila! It is done.
You may add some chopped basil and lemon zest for extra flavor.
Usually, I'm such a piglet that I go right ahead into eating. ;)

*** Life update: Today I went out to eat with my cousins and our moms. My cousin's girlfriend was there. I actually am very bitter towards her because she made my cousin upset. It's also because my cousin chose staying home with her as opposed going to my graduation. I decided tonight to turn a new leaf because whether I hate her or not she makes my cousin happy (for the time being.)

In light of my self pity, I realize that there's really only one friend and I have. She's all I have left because she seems to be the only one who even cares about me anymore. I think to the rest of them my existence is just to humor them. Because I'm the type of friend who will eagerly talk to you and serve as an extra body to have when you want to invite someone. But I'm not the person you would want to hang over when you have the free time.

Day 20

2009-12-21T10:16:47Z

Day 20 → A hobby of yours

I write comic scripts. Here's the a part of the rough draft for a series I've been writing. The inspiration actually came from a scene that happened here:

GOOMBLINS
The Taking

[Coey is sitting at her desk. She is drawing on her notes.]
Teacher: Class! I have your tests back!
[The children groan. The teacher begins to pass out the tests and stops at Coey’s desk.]
Teacher: Miss Noble, perhaps if you spent more taking notes as you do drawing on them you would do better.
Coey: Oh man.
[Coey sees she’s received another D.]
Coey: But I promised I studied!
Teacher: Doing things with only half effort won’t get you anywhere in my class, Miss Noble-- much less in the real world.
Coey: Not my fault.
Teacher: You keep saying, that Coey.
[Coey scoffs and looks out the window. The panel extends to Freaks darting across the field.]
Coey: Ah! There’s someone out there!
Teacher: In this weather? Perhaps it’s a stray cat, Miss Noble.
Coey: Huh…
Teacher: Miss Noble
Coey: Huh?!
Teacher: I am warning you. As your teacher and dorm master, if you get another failing grade in my class I will have you kicked out and sent on the next train home, do you hear me?!
Coey: A “D” doesn’t really count as failing…
Teacher: And don’t you sass me!!
[Coey cringes as the teacher hits her on the head with a notebook.]

[The panel shifts to Freaks hiding in the bushes. He is clutching a lamp. Freak is breathing very hard.]
Freak: Don’t worry Agetha, I’ll save you…
[A goblin fires a shot through the high grass. Freaks ducks and clutches the lamp to him.
The goblin comes out. He grunts and his nostrils flare.
He starts to near where Freaks is hiding and almost gets close until Dascher calls him back.]
Dascher: Goblin! Where do you think you’re going?
Goblin 1: The boy, sir! This one was sure he saw him go this way!
Dascher: Go back to your station.
[Dascher glances out at the field.]
Dascher: Where ever he is… he’ll be back. That lamp he got was a dud.
[Freaks gasps.]
Goblin 1: S-Sir?
Dascher: Let’s go.
[They leave and Freaks waits until they are gone before throwing down the lamp in anger.]

[The scene goes to the girls dorms of Medrois Middle School. Coey is going through her books in frustration. She starts throwing them on her bed.]
Aimee: Woah! Easy there, Coey! What’s the deal?
Coey: My text book! I can’t find my text book! How am I supposed to answer the review questions?!
Aimee: Just use the internet. It’s the 21st century, you know.
Coey: But the answers are right in the text! It’s just the way the teacher wants it and everything!
[Coey throws some more binders on the bed.]
Aimee: What is this, anyways? You never study.
Coey: The Dorm Mistress warned me if I fail this next test she’ll send me back home. And I rather choke myself then go back there.
Aimee: Mmm, I see.
[Coey throws more papers on the floor.]
Aimee: If this keeps up I’ll have no place to sleep… Hey Coey, why don’t you go to the lost and found?
Coey: The where?
Aimee: Lost and found. Even if you didn’t lost your text, chances are you’ll still find a copy there.
Coey: Aah~ What choice do I have? Where is it?
Aimee: Don’t you have your class planner? There’s a map on the back of that, you know.
Coey: Oh yeah!
[Coey rummages through the piles of paper and holds it out.]
Coey: Found it!
[Coey looks through the planner. Aimee comes up behind her.]
Aimee: There. It should be by Campus Police.
Coey: Woah! By the baseball field? Since when did we have that?
Aimee: Who knows.
Coey: Huh. Well okay then!
[Coey grabs her coat.]
Aimee: Whoa! You’re going right now?
Coey: Better now than never. Save me something from dinner, okay?
Aimee: Be careful. It’s getting dark!
[Coey waves Aimee off. Aimee looks down and sees a fairy tale book.]
Aimee: She’s still reading these kinds of things… no wonder she has a hard time keeping up in class.

[Coey walks through the rain. She looks down at her planner and sighs.]
Coey: Wow, I never been at this side of school before. It’s pretty shady.
Dascher: Excuse me!
Coey: O-Oh, hello.
Dascher: Young lady, isn’t it about time for your dinner? Please head back to the dorms.
Coey: I’ll be there! Do you know where the campus police is? I’m looking for them.
Dascher: It’s just over there by the baseball field. Come, I will lead you.
Coey: Oh, alright.
[Dascher and Coey begin to talk together in silence.]
Coey: What year are you in?
Dascher: I’m a first year in the high division.
Coey: Really? I’m a third year in the middle. I’m going to be a first year next semester!
Dascher: Obviously.
[Again, they fall back into silence.
They finally approach the campus police.]
Dascher: Be sure to be in on time.
Coey: I will.
[Dascher leaves.]
Coey: Sheesh, what a weirdo.

[Coey enters the campus police.]
Lady: Oh! Hello there, can I help you?
Coey: Yeah, I was wondering if anyone turned in a text book?
Lady: Yeah? For which teacher?
Coey: Sheppard.
Lady: Yeesh, I do not envy you. Hold on a second, okay?
Coey: Okay.
[The lady rummages through the bin.]
Lady: I’m surprised you found us! Not many people notice that the campus police is right here, you know.
Coey: Oh! I looked at the map in the back of my planner and I think it was a hall monitor who helped me?
Lady: Oh! That was probably Dascher.
Coey: Dascher?
Lady: Funny name, huh? Yeah he is the hall monitor for this part of the school. He’s my cousin, actually.
Coey: Oh, that’s cool.
Lady: Yeah, I guess. Half our family practically has a job at this school. If you go up to a teacher or chef I wouldn’t be surprised if they had the same last name as me.
Coey: Oh? What’s that?
[Lady smiles.]
Lady: Goomblin.
Coey: Goomb..lin?
Lady: Yes ma’m. Ugly last name, isn’t it?
Coey: No, I don’t think so.
Lady: You’re polite. That’s nice of you. Anyways, I don’t think I see your text here.
Coey: Can I look? I put a book cover on it.
Lady: Sure, come over the counter there.
[Lady leads Coey into the back storage. There are boxes and boxes of things.]
Coey: Oh my gosh.
Lady: Like I said, we’re hard to find so people don’t come here looking for their things, you know? I think we have stuff from like, ten years ago! Anyways, take your time to look around.
Coey: Okay.
[Lady leaves for Coey to look around.
Coey starts by taking out a box and looking through it.]
Coey: Oh, man. Look at all this stuff. Pencil bags, notebooks… it could be any where in here.
[Coey looks around and sees a leg of a stuff animal sticking out.]
Coey: What is that?
[Coey tugs on the leg and out pops Rufus.]
Coey: Oh, poor stuff animal. You were squashed inside there all this time, huh? Oh? What’s that?
[Coey sets down Rufus and pulls out the box.]
Coey: There’s a… night light over here? How weird.
Lady: Did you find it?!
[Coey sticks the nightlight in her pocket and picks up Rufus.]
Coey: No, I didn’t.
Lady: Bummer-- Oh hey, what’s that you got there?
Coey: I found him wedged in the back.
Lady: He looks aged. We have a thirty day policy, you know. If you want, you can keep that.
Coey: For sure?
Lady: Yeah. Anyways, you should head back now dinner already started.
Coey: Oh okay.
[Coey quickly leaves.]
Coey: Thank you!
Lady: It’s no problem!
[As Coey leaves she bumps into Freak.]
Coey: Ah! Sorry!
Freak: It’s alright.
[Coey looks in awe at Freaks’ mismatched eyes before trotting away. She runs outside.]

[Lady looks up as Freak walks in. He pulls down his black hood making Lady gasp.]
Lady: You!
[She runs up to him and hugs him.]
Lady: Are you crazy? Do you know how many goblins are out looking for you right now?!
Freak: Missed you too, sis.
Lady: Are you okay? Did you find Agetha?
Freak: I’m fine. And no, I didn’t find her.
Lady: But the lamp!
Freak: It was a dud. The real lamp is still somewhere in their hideout.
Lady: Oh no…
Freak: Yeah, but don’t worry about it, sis. I’ll get her back.
[Freak jumps the counter.]
Lady: Where are you going?
Freak: It’s time. I need that other lamp, now.
Lady: You mean Rolo?! You plan to release him?!
Freak: I have no other choice. And it’s not like he would be completely out of my control.
[Freak heads into the lost and found closet. He notices the boxes.]
Lady: Oh, that girl was in here earlier looking for a textbook.
Freak: Someone with a last name other than Goomblins came?
Lady: I know, right.
Freak: I knew she didn’t look familiar-- Damn, where is it?
Lady: It should be in the back. Maybe it fell behind the shelf when she took out the boxes.
[Freak bends over and looks behind the shelves.]
Freak: I don’t see it.
Lady: No, it should be there. I always check up on it… just in case it accidentally brushes against something, you know?
Freak: You don’t think that girl took it?
Lady: She doesn’t seem like the type to steal. I let her take that stuff animal, though.
Freak: Shoot. Rolo is my last resort. What’s that girl’s name?
Lady: Oh my, I didn’t catch it. How unprofessional as me.
Freak: It’s fine, at least I saw her. I’ll catch you later, sis.
[Lady follows Freak outside. It’s dark and rainy now.]
Lady: Be careful, Freak.
[Freak disappears.]

[Meanwhile Coey runs into her room. She drops Rufus on her bed.]
Coey: Dang, I didn’t find it. I guess I’ll have to rent one from the library…
[Coey shakes her head. She drops her jacket. She pauses when the nightlight in the pocket makes a noise after it hit the floor.
Coey digs through the pocket and pulls out the nightlight.]
Coey: Oh shoot, I didn’t put this back… Oh well, she said I could take anything pass thirty days right? Aimee is scared of the dark too so she’ll probably appreciate this.
[Coey plugs the nightlight into the wall.]
Coey: Oh no! Dinner is already starting… I better go!!
[Coey quickly leaves.
The scene focuses on the nightlight, which shows a small screen that says, “Now Charging: Do Not Remove.”]

[Meanwhile Coey quickly runs into the dining hall. She finds Aimee and quickly sits besides her.]
Aimee: What took you so long? You missed giving thanks!
Coey: Sorry I was just in the pouring-freaking-rain walking half way cross campus.
Aimee: Oh yeah, how was that? Did you find your book?
Coey: No! But I got a night light for you.
Aimee: You jacked from the lost and found?!
Coey: The lady said I could!
Aimee: Whatever, man. Well thanks, anyways. Here, you can eat off my plate-- I got too much anyways.
Coey: Thanks. So hey, Aimee, have you ever heard of a family with the last name Goomblins?
Aimee: Sure. From our principle.
Coey: Our principle?!
Aimee: Yeah-- well, he’s mostly taking care of the High Division, so that’s why we don’t hear him too often. We’ll probably see him next year when we transfer higher.
Coey: Huh.
Aimee: Why?
Coey: Nothing, I heard that half the students and faculty members are relatives and share the last name, Goomblin.
Aimee: Really? How cool. Gosh, talk about special treatment.
Coey: Yeah.
[Coey and Aimee fall into silence until the teacher comes by again.]
Teacher: And where were you, Miss Noble?
Coey: A-Ah what? What are you talking about?
Teacher: Don’t play jokes with me, Miss Noble. I’ve had it up to here with you!
[Everyone stops talking and Coey notices everyone looking at her and the teacher.]
Teacher: You are always late and failing your classes! Miss Noble, if you do not shape up your act I will be forced to send you home!
Coey: I’m sorry…
Teacher: You keep saying that! Miss Noble, do you even care about your education?
Coey: …
Teacher: That is what I thought. Another failing grade on my next test, Miss Noble, and I will send you home before you can even blink.
[The teacher leaves.]
Aimee: Coey?
[Coey is flushed red with anger.]

Please don't say that because the story has goblins that it's inspired by Labyrinth. I assure you that the story has no connections with that.

On other news? Amber spent the night and today I got to hang out with some friends I haven't seen in a while. We played Little Big Planet and then went to the movies to watch Avatar in IMAX. Lizzy drove me home and I owe her so much for doing that, thank you so much. :)

I cried when I got home because this world is actually really lonely when you feel like your existence is only to humor people. That when the day is done no one talks you because you only seem to matter in that moment. Then my mom told me to stop making so much noise and go to bed. It's naive to think, but I hope that if I work hard and just keep writing and drawing that this void in my heart will go away.

Day 19

2009-12-20T08:15:53Z

Day 19 → A talent of yours

IT'S NOT A TALENT. I'M NOT TALENTED AT IT. BUT FOR FUN....

****So today was amber's birthday and we went to eat at ebisu and then go back to her house to watch The Proposal and then Lizzy lost her phone because she left it on her car and now amber and I are here eating leftovers and singing quietly to ourselves!! Be safe everyone!!

Day 18

2009-12-19T11:14:53Z

Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy

SCREW PROPORTIONS.

Day 17

2009-12-18T08:17:56Z

Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

From Josh to me? Or does he always draw Labyrinth on his spare time? I would be happy with either/or.

Day 16

2009-12-17T03:40:54Z

Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

Uhm, I don't cry at songs. kthx. B[

...

Robyn's Be Mine (Ballad Ver.)

Day 15

2009-12-16T09:30:37Z

This week I've been doing nothing but painting, studying, and watching Outlaw Star over and over.

MMm.

Day 15 → A fanfic

The nerdy side of me says that this is the quite the tough question LOL.

I would have to say KL Morgan's "A Forfeit of Dreams" is one of the best fanfics I ever read. :)
It's a Labyrinth fanfic-- but please don't judge it as something like a horny that's focused on only JarethXSarah. It's so much better than that, I promise you. ;)

****

LOL HOMG <333

Stay

2009-12-14T20:54:14Z

I'm glad a Lizzy, Nicole, and Josh have taken to this meme~~~ ^____^

Thirty Days Meme

Day 14 → A non-fictional book: Does this count? Dennis and Charlie got it for my birthday last year? X3

Day 01: Favorite Song → Anyone whose known me will know my favorite song is "Beautiful Boy" by Lola Ray. "Love Like Winter" from AFI comes in second and ANYTHING by Eisley I will be in the mood to listen to.

*** But since I'm in the KPOP phase I will say that "SIGN" by Brown Eyed Girls is my all time favorite right now. :)

Day 02 → Your favorite movie: Has to be Labyrinth (Hellboy 2: The Golden Army and Constantine are close in second, though.)

Day 03 → Your favorite television program: This is hard. I like all cooking shows overall, but actual TV series? I only liked House for so long... and I never watch any show with devotion. But for this the answer should be Everyday Italian. Every time I see that it's on I switch over to it regardless of what I was watching previously-- Don't judge me!! T_T

Day 04 → Your favorite book: I'm a romance novel junkie. You have every right to tease me. I read Johanna Lindsey's books-- But only her Malory series. The rest of them sound extremely alike. My favorite would have to be "A Kiss To Remember" by Teresa Medeiros. I liked it because she really included the side characters and how they interfere with the story. I really don't like it when romance novels only have the main girl and boy.

Day 05 → Your favorite quote: It's technically a quote, but not something you would expect. At the beginning of this semester my brothers said they were going to move out and take me with them. It's because of that, that I really began to think of my future. It inspires me to push on, I guess.

Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy:

Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy: There was a time where most of us had this as our profile picture. :')

Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad: It was such a good drawing to start-- especially with the second girl. But I screwed up and now every time I look at it I think of failure.

Day 09 → A photo you took: My pride and joy.

Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago: There's no way I would have access to that over the internet and my scanner isn't working. :( So here's a drawing I did when I was thirteen.

Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently

Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy: I loved this Vogue photoshoot

Day 13 → A fictional book: I recommend Clive Barker's Books of Blood.

Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Study hard, everyone~~~

And I decided to make this journal more public. :3

SEMI-FRIENDS ONLY

2008-10-05T10:21:53Z

Semi-Friends Only

Comment if you want me to add you!
I always read entries, but most times I do not comment.
However, I appreciate making new friends. *U*

Thank you,
AVA

Anime Expo 2008

2008-07-08T06:50:44Z

Best. Year. Ever.

Thank you to Micheal and Matt for paying their share of the hotel and for hanging out with us. :)

With love,

Takeru Takaishi.

First, the outfits.

As you may, or may not have read during the last few journal entries I have written; our group can be pretty ugly.

And our cosplays can be pretty uglier.

So we thought are digimon cosplays were good. But not like, SUPER AMAZING.

But omg.

We didn't even step five feet into AX the first day when we got hoarded with cameras. Seriously, we got so many pictures taken and so many compliments. It was insane.

Thank you so much to the people who supported us during our FIRST GROUP cosplay at AX.

It was REALLY stressful to put these outfits together and we are so thankful for everyone who complimented us. ;___;

People We Met

We met soooo many people at AX. Just to name a few:

. Pakkun (Whom we met in 07)
. Pit (Or Steven? I don't know BUT he was SOOOO nice and SOOOO cool. :D)
. Summer (One of the best fangirls EVER.)
. Izzy Lover (She glomped Izzy on the first day lol.)
. BECKKYYY (OMG LOVE YOU.)
. Tai's fangirls (haha...)
. FUTURE MIMI AND SORA (Omg, you guys were sooo cool. Thank you for hanging out with us)
. FINNI (Thank you for drawing in our notebook! You made such a cool Daisuke!)
. Future T.K. (Lol. You were such a cute T.K.)
. Hans (HOMG.)
. Naruto (Lol. You were in the fangirl contest. Don't worry we rooted for you.)
. COOKIE (HOMG. Thank you SO SO SO much for the cookies you gave us. Twice! We were sooo happy and glad to have met you. Thank you for trying to get us into masquerade!)

And...

thefuzzyhat!!!!!

HO SHYIET. I GOT TO MEET YOU! :D Seriously for the first two days of AX I was walking around Artist Alley going like, "Fuzzyy hat... where are you???"

I was so grateful to have met you :) Thank you so much for the pins! I'm glad you made so much money X)

I also got to see , kuroi_rubyheart, and cruzle!!!
Raku gave me a free Ryouhei cut out to go with my Chrome key chain that I bought from her ;__; I seriously love it Kim, I checked like every time we sat down to make sure it was still there. I also saw Kelcie too so that was fun :)

AND AND AND

We met.

SOOO many people.

It was insane. To the point where we closed our eyes all of us could see cameras.

Thank you for giving us apple pies, cookies, and free stuff X) We were SO caught of guard and SO flattered.

I also got a hug from the sonic gang!!! We met them but then Yamato wanted to see Knuckles again to give him a rose. It wasn't until like, the third day we got to see them again @_@ Yamato gave Knuckles the Rose and it was just me and Sonic standing there and I figured SINCE HE WAS SO FREAKING COOL, I'll just give him Pocky. So I did. And I got a hug.

AX makes us feel loved. ;__;

UGH I MISS IT.

Anyways.

We took pictures with a really nice Pokemon group. They were so sweet and SUCH good sports. :) And we met an ASH who we started high fiving every where we went kind of lol.

OMG Our Yamato started a fight with an Ash. No one was really around to see but there was yelling. Our Yamato was so confused because all she said was like, "WHAT?!" As a joke. But that Ash was scary. XD

And... hmmm...

OMG. Nice AX people.

After Chibi like, on three different times did AX staff members personally come to compliment us. We got to go back stage and sign up for the masquerade for next year. <333 So happy!

And I also saw Chibi Masquerade twice ;)

Dances We Danced

Chibi Masquerade was the BOMB. We all messed up so horribly and omg XDDD None of us could hear the music because the crowd was yelling.

Then afterwards we did the dance again... and again...

The girl at the ticket booth let us have tickets for AMV contests in exchange for a picture. XDDD We forgot our hotel papers so we HAD to agree. (Not that we minded.)

OMG. And then the girl at the ticket booth SET ASIDE tickets for seats in the Masquerade. She even labeled it "for the digidestined".

All in exchange for a dance.

Seriously, people could be so sweet.

Kankles?

. Joe is black.
. Mimi has Kankles.
. TK's hair has the volume of a Herbal Essence Girl.

Nuff said.

Backstage?

So. A lot of things happened BEHIND THE SCENES of the digidestined. Besides the drama which split up our group...

. Tai, Tk, Mimi, Kari, and Izzy go off on a little adventure in the lobby late at night.
. "Amber ran off and we're spending the night at Charlies'. -Love, Jizzy" <<---- I don't expect anyone to understand this.
. Mimi and TK falling asleep with a smile on their face from laughing at Black Joe.
. Ramen.
. Mothers visiting us.
. Watching "Witches of Waverly Place" every. Day.
. Waking everyone up. =_=
. "Can you see my do rag?"
. "FEBREEZE ME!!! / Do the Febreeze dance!"
. TK doing Kari's make up and curling Mimi's hair. Yup.
. "I am not fat, TEE KAY."
. "I saw chibi masquerade twice. ;)"
. "I WAS NOT NAKED."
. Putting wigs under the bed.
. Doing sexy poses on the escalator even when no one was taking pictured.
. TK and Izzy having sweaty pits from BOTH long sleeves and back packs.
. Tai losing his digivice.
. Talking Japanese to the Japanese girls (YOU GO, J3!)
. Velcro. And lot's of it.
. Matt having to tie down his/her boobs.
. Dancing late at night in regular clothes. Yes, outside the hotel.
. Lectures and then some.
. Tai, Mimi, Kari, Izzy, and TK working out in the gym.
. Matt and Sora hiding from a guy.
. Taking pictures with the angry pin.
. Practicing our dance in front of a beer machine with the beer guy watching us. (We had to borrow this plug lol.)

And too many things to count.

It was a fun AX.

Love interests

When asked in a recorded interview if ANY of the Taroboy cosplayers dated each other...

Well.

We said, "It's a secret!"

<3

Stuff TK bought

Surprisingly I didn't waste all my money this year!!! <3333 Last year I easily spent around 300 or less dollars. But I BARELY went over a hundred this year. And half the money I spent was for food and paying Izzy back for Pizza.

OH and the ticket guy let Izzy off without paying for the car valet. OH HO HO HO HO.

^^^ Three Doujins, PINS, and some other stuff. I lost a Sasuke pin that I bought with my Sakura one. :( So sad!!!

I was pretty happy they had a Patamon key chain :) Then while Joe, Sora, and Matt were away the rest of us got matching poop key chains XDDD

^^^ THIS PRINT WAS MANDATORY. We were asked to pose like this print too lol.

And even though I'm not into this anime as much, I couldn't stop staring at this print so finally I just bought it.

I also got the Chrome keychain from <33333 But it's on my back pack so I'm too lazy to get a picture of it right now LOL.

Random Pictures

Exactly what it says.

I swear, sometimes we would just be sitting or eating and people would take pictures of us ^_^;;;

Just... don't ask. Lol.

I still have a LOT more pictures but I'll upload the rest either later, or I'll put up a photobucket link later.

The catch: No one is in that bed.